Z.A.M's

Tuesday, March 17, 2015

Bold Enough?!

I was bold enough to ask you.
I was bold enough to hold you.
I was bold enough to love you.
I was bold enough to bare my soul to you,
but
I am not bold enough to live without you.
Or
Maybe time will teach me that too.

11:01pm
16th March 2015.

Monday, December 15, 2014

Sands of Time...

sand of time slips away...

February 16, 2009 at 6:09pm

No matter what you do or how much you try to turn back time or make up for the lost moments..you cant.

Time and tide wait for no one, lots know it but few adhere to it.

Therefore cherish every moment of love, live life to the fullest, feel every joy with all your heart, remember every happy moment of your life and relive it with the same joy.

Fortune has favored those who have someone to love them & take care of them...if you are one of those then value that love cause the best of love can fade-away with constant criticism and undermining.
On the other hand if you don't have anyone ... you are luckier cause now you know the value of love and would give it with all your heart.

All your personal problems and negative feelings are abetted when u relieve someone else of their problem even if just by listening to them. the joy of giving is felt far deeper in the realms our conscious than any other kind.Try it when you are low and lonely...it works miracles.

Every moment in life is unique... treat it as such.

thoughts of & by
Z.A.M

Random Thought.

Sitting in the car...i felt

February 22, 2009 at 2:50pm

Alone in a crowd
I have felt silence in thunder
The joys of sweet surrender
Love is mystery shroud
Remember this my friend
Once in there is no way out!

i was sitting in my car at basant last weekend..and cudnt suppress the urge to write these lines.

Car.
Mamzar, Dubai.

Wajood.

wajood ....

July 28, 2009 at 2:04am

wajood ki khooj hoon mein
wajood kay sath hoon mein
wajood ki talash mein
wajood kay pass hoon mein

so i believed!

wajood nikhar nahi saki mein
us ko apna bana nahi saki mein
zindagi buhut choti hai
usko yeh ssamjha nahi saki mein

mohobat sirf daynay ka naam hai
galti ko maaf aur bhol ko nazar andaz kernay ka naam hai
meri barsoon ki wafa aur yaqeen
woh jazbat woh ansoon
kuch bhi to nahi samjha saki mein

khud mitkay kisi ko mitnay sey bachalay
kaha tha kisi nay
wajood tujhey panay mein mitay aur mitaya tha sabhi
aaj us moor per to chor chala hai tu aagay
k jis ko manzil samjha tha mein nay
bus yeh baat tujhey samjha nahi saki mein

wajood ki khooj hoon mein
wajood kay sath hoon mein
wajood ki talash mein
wajood kay pass hoon mein
salamat rahay tera wajood
ta qayamat dum-o-kham k sath
teri khushi ki khatir aaj yeh basi hasti mitai
bus yeh tujhey samjha nahi saki mein.

Liberate Your Soul!

liberate your soul!

August 31, 2009 at 2:48am

i know it might sound ridiculous but sometimes in life all that you have can feel different all of a sudden with a little thought.

For years now i have been driving for pleasure and purpose, it has always been my passion but recently i have felt its power to liberate. i drove my car after a long time & i felt all the negative energy released out of me, i felt in control. The sense of being in control of sumthing so powerful n beautiful at the same time brought about in me a buoyancy....and instantly i felt my depression n stress disappear. as my car glided through cars and i managed to enjoy the highest speed the radar allow... i realized that maybe the reason for my feeling so low was that i missed being in control of my life or simply that i loved my car a lot :P

either ways driving is much more than a man-handling-a- machine....its a way to emote for some.
i drove with a big confident smile on my face n vowed never to curse the day i got my license again if i get stuck in traffic again !

safe driving n ENJOY the pleasure n passion it gives!

Bended Tree.

Bended Tree!

February 5, 2010 at 5:06pm

I came across this story recently from a dear n near one….my mind kept debating whether I should write this and share it but then decided to atleast put tip to tap n will see by the end of it....

A colleague came to another and mentioned how hungry he was feeling, and casually inquired if he was hungry too. The other responded in negative and so he went away. After a while he came back and said “man I really don’t understand whats up today! Am starving aren’t u hungry at all!” the later was busy with work and simply replied “ na man not hungry… got this lot to finish off”….

He returned the 3rd time and inquired if his colleague was hungry and would like to go to the food court to have lunch but got a negative answer again….

The fourth time when he returned it was out of dire desperation that he said …” please don’t mind but can you lend me 10 bucks I haven’t eaten in a couple of days and with all my salary tied up with the company and savings gone in credit card payments I have nothing on me… il return them to you when I have get sum money”

Can you imagine the weight he might have felt indirectly begging for food….
Can you feel his self-respect shattering to bits …..
Can you realize the urge of hunger that drove him to this desperate measure….
Can you imagine yourself in his place …..

Im sure most of you can feel what I felt after hearing this story…. How many ppl are around us who cant afford to eat even a meal, yet we spend hundreds and thousands on our mere hobbies or whims.

Please think twice… share what you have with people around believe me it will make a difference.

Look out for ppl around you … help them get jobs or refer them sumwhere if you know a place…

I pray that no one ever has to go through tough times…AMEEN

Tip 2 tap
Zainab Makki

Presence or Absence

f your presence is not felt your absence is never valued!
If you dont understand my silence you will never understand my word!

So they say....

Accept the realities....it becomes easier to suffer!

Ironies of life,,,,u will have to live with take them up ....faster you understand and cut ur losses better..rather then waiting for things to change ..THEY NEVER WILL!

i keep reading notes from ppl about love and affection and understanding...but what i dont understand is living in fairytales will jut destroy your vision of the actual facts and truth....it makes people really believe that love can change peoples hearts .... if is to be it will be otherwise you can dedicate your life to trying and you will have nothing but oneway love.

BUT

if you are of the sorts who can live with the fact that you love is enough for the both.....you want your love to be happy and if it means not being with you so be it.... and it suffices that you feel love then you are amongst the lucky few....congratulations...you have attained the epitome of this feeling....you now have the grasp over this game...just love and let the love of your life be happy!...if you can accept this that is TRUE LOVE.

dare to feel.....dare to rejoice...the happiness of love..to give.